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[18 Nov 2009|05:46pm] |
Haven't posted in a while but I'm going to try to more often.
Last night I had the weirdest night in a very long time. I woke up at 2am and every so often, my head would twitch when I would about to fall asleep. I thought ok it's nothing but then when I did fall asleep, I tried to wake up and I couldn't. I seriously felt trapped in my sleep. I finally got out of it but it was so weird! I felt so helpless. I don't know what that means though.
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[14 Oct 2009|05:45pm] |
So I need to do a some venting about work. Saturday I got a documented coaching from one of the managers and my team leader about my performance. Apparently I'm not doing my work. I really do not get this, I bust my ass everyday with my department. I'm constantly doing my go-backs, making sure everything looks organized and everything goes in it's proper spot, cleaning and labeling - well I was slacking with the labeling but I'm doing good now. I have a 6 month probation, it can clear in 6 months if my performance gets better. If not, then it goes to a final warning and can lead up to getting fired.
Today I go in pretty pissed but I put out my anger on work and I actually got 4 aisles done in 2 hours! I haven't done that before and I was so proud of myself. I even did the cleaning. I ended up doing 2 more out of the 8 aisles I have - say what you want, sure 8 aisles isn't anything but it's fucking cosmetics, all that tiny crap to put away and remove shelves and find MORE behind everything. I told the manager who had the talk with me what I did, and she really didn't give me any feedback whatsoever. This is what pisses me off. They say my performance is not good and seems like I don't care but when I show them I care, I get nothing. How am I supposed to care when I get nothing in return?! I pretty much did not care what she thought, I know I did an awesome job today. I mean, I do care what they think but when they show no emotion whatsoever, how is that going to help me develop my leadership and grow as a team member? I work hard. I know I do. I'm working my way to get promoted and it's like they don't want me to succeed when I know I'm capable of. It really makes me mad and hurt at the same time.
There, I feel better.
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[18 Aug 2009|05:31pm] |
w00t! A few confirmed tracks off Mariah's cd!
Obsessed
I Want To Know What Love Is
Betcha
H.A.T.E.U. (Having A Typical Emotional Upset)
Candy Bling
Ribbon
Standing O
Impossible
It's A Wrap
Inseparable
Up Out Of My Face
More Than Just Friends
Angels Cry
not in that order but it's something!
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[17 Aug 2009|03:45pm] |
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Rob and I watched all the Sex and the City seasons and movie last week and we kinda got into the subject of what should have happened in the movie and what should happen in the sequel. I felt like pin pointing some things...
- MORE STANDFORD! Carrie is a horrible fag-hag.
- There should have been a scene when Standford tries to cheer Carrie up by taking her to a gay club.
- Charlotte naming one of her kids Shayla.
- I know they cut a scene where Samantha was blowing Smith on the balcony (pictures came out long time ago)
A few story lines came out for the sequel but I'm not sure if they're real. I'll point some out anyways cos I liked them.
- More Standford! lol
- Samantha losing all her money and living a different lifestyle.
- Carrie getting pregnant or having a pregnancy scare.
- Charlotte opening her own art gallery
- Steve's mother passing away (that was in the original script for the movie)
- Miranda having another baby (?)
I had a ton of others but cannot remember.
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[02 Aug 2009|11:00pm] |
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Using only song names from one artist, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. Repost as "My life according to __________."
Pick an Artist:
Madonna
Are you a male or female:
Oh Father
Describe yourself:
Nobody Knows Me
How do you feel:
Dance 2Nite
Describe where you live:
Hollywood
If you could go anywhere, where would it be:
I Love New York
Favorite form of transportation:
Swim
Best friend:
Isaac
With best friends you are:
Vogue
What's the weather like:
Burning Up
Favorite time of day:
Sooner or Later
If your life was a TV show, it would be called:
Impressive Instant
Life is:
Incredible
Last relationship:
Gone
What are you afraid of:
Die Another Day
Best advice to give:
Express Yourself
Thought for the Day:
Sky Fits Heaven
Future Career:
Candy Shop
How would you like to die:
Deeper and Deeper
Soul's present condition:
Ray of Light
Most Faithful Companion:
Voices
Motto:
Causing A Commotion
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[30 Jul 2009|10:03pm] |
We started out friends, then became lovers
Everything you need, I got it guaranteed
(I got it guaranteed)
And from the first time I knew we’d be together
When you’re close to me I can hardly breathe
(I can hardly breathe)
And when you said hi, I never recovered
You changed the speed (you changed the speed)
Of my heartbeat (of my heartbeat)
You gotta be mine, I swear I’ll always love ya
You got me out my mind
And I didn’t have to look in your eyes
I didn’t have to look in your eyes (look in your eyes)
You had me at hi
I’m hoping that you don’t say goodbye (don’t say goodbye)
You had me at hi
And god must’ve taken his time (taken his time)
You had me at hi
I didn’t have to look in your eyes (look in your eyes)
You had me at hi
I hope this never ends, hope it lasts forever
When you looked my way I was hooked that day
(I was hooked that day)
I swear you had the chant, you’re like no other
Everything I see, you’re the air I breathe
(You’re the air I breathe)
And if you said bye, I’d never recover
You changed the speed (you changed the speed)
Of my heartbeat (of my heartbeat)
I promise that I will always love ya
I know we’d last till the end of time before I looked at your eyes
I didn’t have to look in your eyes (look in your eyes)
You had me at hi
I’m hoping that you don’t say goodbye (don’t say goodbye)
You had me at hi
And god must’ve taken his time (taken his time)
You had me at hi
I didn’t have to look in your eyes (look in your eyes)
You had me at hi
You had me at hi
You had me at hi
You had me at hi
You had me at hi
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[28 Jul 2009|04:35pm] |
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I like Katy Perry's new tattoo. Cute. And her nails are fricking rad!
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[28 Jul 2009|11:36am] |
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Ohh yeeeah... I didn't get the electronics specialist position at work. They ended up getting another woman from a different store instead. *sigh* such a waste.
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[28 Jul 2009|11:33am] |
I effing love this picture.
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[21 Jul 2009|05:29pm] |
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*listening to Poker Face*
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[19 Jul 2009|08:51pm] |
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Damn summer heat is pissing me off. I can't breathe. I need to go the beach and boogie board.
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[14 Jul 2009|09:39pm] |
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I hate L.A., I honestly want to get out of here. It's not my home anymore. I want to start new.
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[03 Jul 2009|05:49pm] |
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[30 Jun 2009|09:26pm] |
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MJ - You Rock My World |
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Sometime last week, I applied for the electronics specialist at work. The woman in charge of the department and the current specialist herself said me if I would ever want to move up there and I said if I had the chance I would. I find that area to be nice and I know where everything is practically. They told me she was going to be dropping her title to be a team leader for the women's department and I should apply for it. So I asked one of the manager's if there were any promotional openings as a hint and she said yeah for electronics. I tried to act surprised and said I was really interested in it. She seemed happy about me asking and just said to go ask the operator about the forms. I filled one out instantly but didn't turn it in til the next day - I wanted to think about my accomplishments since it asked what mine were. I hope I get it. I really want to move myself up and I hope they can see that. I try to act like a leader more now. And plus it'll guarantee me to keep the same position when I transfer to a store in DC when I move. I'm crossing my fingers!
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[26 Jun 2009|12:24am] |
So I decided to watch some Sailor Moon stuff on youtube. I came across this fanmade English dub of the final season (Sailor Stars) and I am blown away that a FAN made this!! They seriously kept that cheesy American vibe to it, as to the one that used to air in the US. I'm going to post a few videos to compare and so everyone will know what I'm talking about lol.
( Yes Rob this is my Michael Novotny/Captian Astro moment! )
Only sucky thing is I wish they kept Haurka (Uranus) and Michiru (Neptune) as a couple as they do in the Japanese version. Their dialog in this one is so cheesy - when I watch it with subtitles, they had a some funny dirty talk in the original haha!
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[25 Jun 2009|05:54pm] |
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MJ - Wanna Be Startin' Somethin' |
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I've probably shared this before... my very first remember-able MJ moments was watching the 'Bad' music video on tv while my mom was in the kitchen cooking. I danced my little heart out behind the couch so no one would see me. I think from then on, I was hooked on that man's music. My mom also recorded his Grammy performance of 'Man In The Mirror' for me and I would play that everyday as a kid.
Despite all the bullshit that man went through, he was such an icon and legend. He changed music. I have nothing but positive energy for him and his family right now.
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[25 Jun 2009|05:37pm] |
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MJ - Break of Dawn |
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RIP Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson.
Two very talented people.
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